Use Somebody

times get hard, i guess i worry a lot. yes peeps, i do. altho i was really laid back in exams and assignments ans stuffs; i took it easy, but really, i am a pessimist.


Hakimi


I miss him like crazy. I dont know why, I spent the night gazing at the ceiling. damn it. today i took care of him. its the first time in a long time we spent hours together; just us. he was like so manja, my little brother. yes i know he's gonna kill me when he reads this.


he made me spoonfeed him. ok now say ahhh
he made me scratch his fingers. lol fingers.
he made me get dressed. dude i mean buttonin his ugly pukey green hospital shirt. ah.


no. he didn't make me.i do it because i wanted to. not because i have to. i wanted to do it because i love him. he's my brother.


and it's been a long time since i ever feel so close. we share the same womb.


and also. i am worried. devastated. sad. you know. i spent the day worryin at the edge of the bed, Hakimi's bed as doctors come and go. i wanted to call someone, talk to that God-knows-who, and spill all the thoughts inside me and hearing them sayin oh babe dont worry all is well.


and today, Dad and Mom spent the night at the hospital, Dad moody and Mom shaking, Adam at home brooding, Aina my little cousin who's staying with us crying--homesick. things just get more and more uncontrollable.


and for that, thanks to lots lots lots of people who were there for me, making me less worried, puttin the smile again, it helps a lot, more than you ever know.


special thanks to Dr Zul for all the information. sucha great friend


i effing appreciate it. really. at times like these you really could use somebody, no?


here's the song for you guys. got this from Nieya. She dedicated one for me, I decicated one for EVERYBODY! haha keji orang buat hang pun nak jugak kan schu.


use somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see

Painted faces fill the places I can't reach

You know that I could use somebody

You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak

Countless lovers under cover of the street

You know that I could use somebody

You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep

Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat

I hope it's gonna make you notice

I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me

Someone like me, somebody

I'm ready now, I'm ready now

I'm ready now, I'm ready now

I'm ready now, I'm ready now

I'm ready now

Someone like you, somebody

Someone like you, somebody

Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see

psst: damn i miss him, all along he is here when i need him, listenin to my sorrow, my problems, listening to my cry and tears. now he's gone with the wind annd theres nothing i could do to bring him back to my life. where are you when i most needin u now swetheart?