emo sebentar!!!!

hadapi dengan seyuman ke....atau....

hadapi dengan kekerasan???hehehhehehehhehehe

AMARAN: Post ini menganduni unsur2 18SG & 18SX.

 TOLONG JANGAN TIRU AKSI INI DI RUMAH (kat rumah jiran boleh.)

today's a wednesday

like usual

i detest Wednesday~

so i wake up

in the morning feelin like

Naomi Campbell (mood nak ngamuk, baling barang dekat orang)

*PMS ka Schuey?

No.

tapi aku agak sakit hati dgn beberapa insan

i deemed as RETARDED

sgt sgt RETARDED

yeah, call me ParaNoid.

but u guys

u...*eee malas nak gna foul words kat sni..blog aku masih suci*

mmg sengaja nak hurt me

x cukup2

know what?

u guys are trying to hard.

wayyyyyy toooo hard to hurt someone as innocent as me...

KAU!!!

nmpk kasut aku ni???

kasut kesayangan  i...RM59, Cleef, QB Mall~

nmpak x???tngok tumit diA!!!

hAHa,jangan kalau smpai
i kick your u-know-what
dgn menggunakan my fave pair of shoes ni~

xda zuriat nnt

nak aku repeat?

xda zuriat.haha

masyaAllah Schu...
kata nak jadik
Cgu Syuhada.
Camni ka??

dan
one more thing.
YOU.
engat i ni apa,
GOOGLE TRANSLATOR ka?
a little thank u wud be enuff, u DORK!!!

*masa utk bertaubat.lol

mengucap cpt schuey~~


wat muka innocent!!

ok, back to cikgu-syuhada-mode

signing off. with Lots Of LOVE...
salam~~~

becomin cikgu syuhada. really?

assalamualaikum...dengan nama Allah~


AMARAN: BLOG INI X bermaksud nak jadik KHOYA.haha. Cgu Syuhada tu idol aku taw x?hahahahahhaha

hari ni schu alim sket

p kelas kan..

pakai tudung....!!!!

*so selama ni hg x pakai tudung la schu? ak habaq kat ummi ang dlm FB!!*

hah

relax la.

usually schu pakai selendang.

mcm yuna

mcm ni

gambar black n white..kunun2 nak kata, ini dulu...haha

and now???

ecece...aku rsa cam prasan lah~~ngee


the thing is, 
hari ni i bajet2 nak jadik cam cgu syuhada...
ahaha
yeah yeah yeah i know
NOT YET


haha but i
nak bajet cm
cgu syuhada in syurga cinta
co starring Heliza n emm what-the-heck is that guys name

ya..cgu syuhada yang ni la ak kata....

Kejernihan wajahmu
Sempurna pada pandanganku
Kau kirana
Keturunan terpilih
Disanjung serta dihormati
Kau permata
Kesederhanaanmu
Mengecap kekayaan dunia
Kau mestika
Ketaqwaan dirimu
Itu yang merantai jiwaku

haha, xtahan...
ak nak jadik cm cgu syuhada tu?
aku xtaw la
no one can make me change
but myself kan?
sbnarnya
ak nampak the urge utk berubah
serius
umurq nak dekat 2 abad dah
eh silap2, dua dekad (kes BM fail)
dosa mmg la byk sgt
amalan..ntah terima ka tak
ak takut gak
sempat ka?

*schu
the rocker gal
who loves
muse
(walaupun skrang aku berjinak2 dgn nasyid inteam+unic+apa lagi ntah...
.xtaw knapa, mereka kasi ak ktenangan jiwa..ecece x bleh blah)

schu
nak jadik
cikgu syuhada?
cm syurga cinta?
hmmm
sapa bleh tolong?
anyone??

insya Allah~
schu boleh.

life moves on.

and she asked me,

"you'd wanna marry a ****??"

i said no thou i aint really mind.

haha. whatever. my life moves on.

with my studies and flirtology...all brilliantly well..haha

well well well.

goodbye,
i''m finally letting u go.
and let u fly high
and touch the sky

goodbye.
i'll always remember you
as a chapter in my life.
i'll always remember that i onced love you
all my heart

but, still,
goodbye.

 an awfully gruesome pics....urggghhhh
not my hand ya..aku jaga kulit.haha.plus tangan ni gemok.ahaha.ak kurus da skrang okay.haha

*kata schuey*
"poor baby. come to me.
i promise i will never keep u lonely
i promise i'll never let u  suffer in pain ...agony.."

haha,
perhaps this the the oh-so-desperate guy whom i flirted with and ignored last nite.kesian dia.
(sempat lagi nak bergurau!!)

tiang gol belah mana ha???hahahahahhahah

AMARAN!!
keperasan Schu dlm Blog ni adalah rekaan semata2. Saya ni pemalu orgnya sbnarnya..hahahahaha

ok..i noe..korang engat ak x leh men futsal...

 ingat apa..mentang2 aku ni cute ak x reti men??hah?? (ape motif ntah, prasan sgt ak ni..huhuh..sorrry3)

HEY!!!!!

tngok kaki la okay???

 kaki x berdisiplin n pucat ni..haha..kaki ku yang cuak. tersangat cuak nak men futsal.

tapi ak men jugak. jazli made me to. ala semngat ASSABIAH kata Mr GCB.ahaha. I mean Mr Ganesan.

sikit introduction ekk

my teammates..3TESL2 gals..call ourselves "LADIES MACBETH"...nama yang agak suey di situ..haha

ha.

thats' our club owner.Mr Zoel..haha ala2 cam Man Utd punya owner..Malcolm Glazer..hehe
(boy I look fat!)

lalu game pun start..hehehe

ecece, masing2 fokus kat bola tu..dunia terasa hitam putih..hee(mula da melalut)

schu? schu schwensteiger giggs memilih utk x main..haha, lek lu. satgi2..

dsebabkan nature ku yg sgt suka bising..Jazli suh ak pegang bnda alah pa ntah nma dia ni, jadik pengulas...Jazli yg merupakan rakan sekampung eden kek nogori tu..suko bona la ngarah den..nasib bek eden ni baik hati..haha

dia ni la..man of the day...Jazli. dia ni baik orangnya. serta ensem. (kes nak ngampu la ni). haha tp dia taken. so jgn nk gatai2.hahahaa

ecece, schu wat muka org penting nampak...hahah..mmg x bleh blah..

disebalik org sumer tgh kusyuk bermain bola......

ada plak org yg mencari rezeki yang halal.....

sang peniaga ni jugak mrupakan ahli klab ladies macbeth tadik..yg mencari rezki kerana tak dibayar gaji...
sepertinya ada KEKECOHAN? mengapa beliau panik??ahahaha

sementara itu...

inche yusuf telah mengambil alih tugas aku kerana bintang utama pasukan ini terpaksa diturunkan....

aku lah tu! bergambar sejenak di dressing room utk majalah Mangga..biasa la, aku kan bintang...(haha, prasannya!!)

kesian kami kan. kami lah pengulas, kami la penganjur, kami la tukang meniaga, kami la pemain. suma kami. hahahaha dasar maknushia gila kuasa btul....

senario di atas padang...ak pun kusyuk bermain sbg defender..ecece bajet.

blom sampai brapa minit, ak melakukan tendakan ala2 beckham...dgn penuh kencang disertai but mahal tajaan nike..heee

ha, camtu la, dgn muka2 skali...

hingga menyebabkan bola yg ku tendang pd kelajuan ntah brapa km sejam hinggap di pipi or rahang pemain pasukan lawan..nasib bek x rongak gigi beliau..sorry ya...kami brpelukan slps itu...(rsa cm dlm TV plak)

so, dgn kecuakan, ak digantikan. kang len plak jadik dgn pemain yg brutal spt ku ini.huhu
pastu, pasukan kami..kalah..

eleh!! kami penganjur lah!! kami mmg nak kasik hadiah tu kat orang pon!!! takkan kami yg nak amek kot!!

dgn pnuh keemoannya kapten kami brsuara...hahaha

amek xmao, amek gambaq nak la...hahaha

haha, aiyo, kapala sapa yg tertinggal tu..maaafkan ku sayang..hehehehehe

apapun..ak mmg TABIK SPRING!! kat Goalie trbaik kami..."Iyeker Farah Casillas"hahahahhahah

sekain sajalah. hahaha. i mean sekian. pikiaq bukan2 plak dia..

 isy, kpala botak shiapa plak ini??? musykil2..hmmmm

oklah gang, bye..salam..luv ye all..hahaha

futsal and me?????

ha.

futsal.

schu.

schu????

omg. i'm nervous.

futsal????

dont break a leg, baby..haha

english.again.ngee

ah, english again..how i dreadfully miss the atmosphere..
yeah, yeah, yeah, my last posts are all fully loaded with heavy usage of my mother tongue..
am i expressin meself better in malay?
nah, i just feel that it appeals more to the readers..
most of my fans (ahaha, yeah rite..) loves me writing in malay.hah.

hmmm.
yesterday my friend, jazli, told me to represent our class for women's futsal team.
i was like, what the heck, man?
the only sport i know is. errm, well, jogging?
ha.
i said no.
and xplained and explained. over and over again.
and all jazli said to me was,
"play futsal k?"

ish.

oh world, accept this fact,
the so-called miss-know-it-all (thats what they called me back at school) Nurul Schuhada can't play sports!!

hah.

sports is like one of the things i suck at, alongside drawing (i have this miserable talent of making a dog look like a schoolbus) as well as singing.

i really cant tell whats my talent, and sometimes i wonder will i ever be a good teacher?

pray tell.

and pray that i will be an AWESOME teacher soon.

after all, i am the future educator of YOUR children.aha.

schu n wednesday!!

a few years ago

schu kaji kaji jaji

n schu found out that

schu lahir on a wednesday!!

tp ummi schu kata

schu lahir on monday

yaka?

x kisahlah.

yg penting.

semester ini

schu BENCHi hari rabu..ya..di mana ada Pasar Rabu di sg petani..(ya ka?)

ini dia...

hmm..cuba korg tngok...

semester ni..hari rabu..ada Perhimpunans n Permainans yg schu trsgt la nyampah dan benci...haih

pagi ni trsgt la dreadful...

tau x assembly kami start pukul 7???

tau x awal??

n taw x assembly ni wat kat padang??

jauh taw x...(emo plak.)

bg ex2 kmpp jauh nya spt dr blok hak yg nun depannnn skali ke astaka..huhu

cuma ianya brbukhit bukhao..lahik lah penat!!

bia la.

pagi ni..perhimpunan as dreadful as ever...

tapiiiiiii

setelah mr timbalan pengarah tersilap sebut Gajus jadikkk JAGUS

ujan pon tron....hahahahaha..baru 5 minit perhimpunans..

blok ciku...bukan KUCI ya kawan2..ahaha...ni blok dr zaman apa tah ni..rejimen askar tanah mlayu ni..

mka students pon brlari2 anak myusuri anak2 tangga ala2 batu caves...

jalan pon nak control cun...cepat la weyh, ak basah kuyup da ni!! (tipu2)

sesampai di kelas..

mataku menjeling ke arah jam dinding kelasku..

tipu2..kelas ak mna ada jam dinding!!

projector pon xde!!

org pon xde!!

ak pon mmbukak nasi lemak yg telah dibeli di cafe td..haha line tgh clear ni...wahahahahahaha

serius ak cakap kat korang...nasi lemak ni mmg sedappppppppp...yummy

RM1..

slek xde sayur je derrr (ecece konon ska makan sayur..MMG PON!!)

dgn penuh dedikasi nya ak mkn..mkn jugak satu ibadah kn..

lalu...dlm kesedapan ak mkn nasi...

dtgla seorg insan yg agak ak sygi...

ek eh..dia wat ak muka comey ala2 eklan diapers plak...

haha, ni lah ika..bkn iko ye, iko to biskut yg ak sgttt suka...

(mkn2 ni mmg ak gemar, tu yg anak angkat apek juai kailan di pasar tani kpala batas itu dump ak..ahaha guraw2)

lalu, dgn membuat muka malu2 kamben nya, ak meng"offer" dia nasi lemak ku...ahahaaaaa

ecece, muka senyum dan senang hati pas makan...tadik sebek ja sbb kna bangkit awai...

pas abes mkn nasik lemak...masa byk lagikkk

so, kite tidor!!

yeay..ngantok seyh, smlm ak brchat dgn brmacam2 maknushia..hehe

alahai..cumey dan ayuuuuuu cara ak tdoq...agak sopan disitu...ecece kunun2 ayu..KONTROL!

ahaha, yg xtahan skali...bebulu mata ku yg lebat lagik sexayyyyyy...(baru ak pasan)

after that, da x kira sopan x sopan

nampak sgt ak purak2 tdoq...tdoq trsenyum...ahaha

lantaklah pa ampa nak kata,

ak tdoq dlm iman taw x???

itulah dia...

pas abes kelas..

ada plak gerko basketball..yg mna mmg ak x pandai men

ini kerana satu2nya sukan yg ak mahir ialah brjogggginnggg..ahaha budus!

bye!salam~

outing pertama aku di penang sbg orang single...huhu

no.more

after he left...

am i still
zephyr giggs?

i don't know
i'm confuse

suddenly u said u want to be alone

this is shocking
i clearly didnt see it coming

u said sorry
have you stopped loving me?

u said u're tired
but u've commit yourself to me
u've made me love u

u've got to stay!!

but u wudn't
and i cry
and i beg
and i pray

please keep lovin me

i cant sleep
thinking about all those dreams have crushed
all the hope are gone

our so-called dream weddin in KLCC
a good friend as the best man
a daughter we'd name Amani
a honeymoon trip to the space,watchin stars

it all gone
no more
this is depressing

u're gone from my dreams
shattered

no.more.

(this is a true story i live to tell)

fallin out

the poem i wrote prior to him leavin me.

[zephyr.giggs.is.back.]

first time
i laid my eyes on you
it feels like Raya morning

pure happiness

no doubts, no worries
just happy

and today i said
it aint a fairy tale anymore

u know
u help me co-exist
u make me live smilin
when i wake up and everything goes wrong

u know
i live my life for you
you whom i think of all night long
you whom i cry missin every night when there's nothing but darkness..

u said, when i miss u, just look at the stars that accompany the dark night
know what?
there's no more stars

i love stars
now they kill me
as i am reminiscin the day
i listen to your heart beats and stargazin

now u're fallin out
of love
of me

the littlest things
keep us together

but baby, 
u're fallin out

and i shall fade away
fade...and gone

gone with the wind..

when u leave me, can i keep the last name?

kesedihan..

i'm so sad i cant even write.

dont believe me?

schuey's believe it or not.

see? the sad-like-i's so sad+ nak terberak face-

nnt i explain y k.

till then, love, Schuey.

World Cup :aftermath

mst korg nak kata aku x up-to-date kan..world cup bru je melabuhkan tirai nya ( tu dia BM aku), baru aku nak bukak citer pasai World Cup..

yelah, the thing is, i had nothing much to comment bout WC kali ni. X follow sgt. Almaklumlah aku busy study. (as if!)

dalam brpa game yg ada dlm WC ni..cuma a few ja aku tngok..antaranya adalah tem Germany and Portugal menang bosar...(team faves)

n of course, the final semalam. ka pagi tadi? haha ntah lah.

besties-besties aku yakni Agnes Ann..

gambaq kami bersama..memang bestie sgt2...(walau ak nmpk cam vampire..ahaha)

serta....

..like Angi, dia pun classmate ak gak..kdg2 ak call dia Fattie.. Fatin Athirah..hee...

hehe, dia mmg murah dgn senyuman..tngok muka dia steady ja..x ngantok pon...pas tngok bola berejam dgn aku...ang minum tongkat ali apa...

kami bertiga pon menuju puncak..i mean bilik TV..dibekali dgn..

haha, penaja khas..schu sponsor teh dan keropok (serta gula) dr fatin.....ahaha (kononnya nak feel MAMAK)ahaha

so kami tngok la bola.....

tengok punya tengok punya tengok

satu goal pun xdak

shot pon x cantik

yang banyak, YELLOW CARDS

bodo pny referee botak.......penat aku

budak2 len plak, goal x goal, teriak macam apa ja..macam orang sakit nak bersalin ja....ahahahahaha

lama oh....

sampai habis first half

sampai ke second half

nasib bek xdak third half..huhu..klu x....huhuhu..tumpor teman nak nunggu...

xdak gak goal....

haih

ak, fatin n angi mula ngantuk...

tapi kami terus kan gak...

smangat patriotik la konon...hahahahahah

in the end..

korg pon taw pa result nya, malaih aku nak citer, i was hoping si Belanda menang

so, the AFTERMATH world cup...

keesokan paginye...dalam kelas 3TESL2

Agnes bestieku!! engkau tdoq??

ak nak avoid de camera...ciss kau agnes..time ak x hot ni la ko nak amek gambaq...hahahha

bestie ak gak nih...haha tp dia xla tngok bola..saja ja nak mencapap..kuat tdoq!!!

depa ni..bola tak bola pun...TIDOQ gak!!haha

fatin lak.....

maintain...fatin..maintain..aha, it rhymes!!! (dia kata dia minum ginseng----korean)

maka, itulah dia..aftermath WC 2010 di South Africa..

hehe~~

THX ALL

love u!

read me!

study.study.study

facebook.facebook.facebook.

okay, goodbye facebook, hello..err.books.

study.study.study

queesbay.gurney.queensbay.gurney.jusco

schu to her gang:
"soooo sorry guys, gotta study.emm.final in October."

gang:
MUAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHA (evil laugh)

well.well.well
whatever it is,studyin is important.
aint know y i come up wiv sucha nerdy, geeky post,
but dude, i'm serious

(muka serius adik aku pas makan)

the thing is, as i was hanging around my head down at home, lying on my bed when i came across this little article in The Sun. i was dead bored and when i dead bored i..read. I read like, everything?

so there was this article by a doctor in PPUM. (hey, thats where I was born!)

the headline was rather eye-catching, as it reads

DILIGENCE is the BEST CURE for CANCER

(so I was like, okay, go on)

so for those of you who didnt read that article, here's a bit about it

basically the doctor talked bout the high cost for the cure for terminal illnesses like cancer these day.

"it is heartbreaking to know there are better treatments out there and not being able to reach it as it only come down to the money"

for the lucky few who are able to afford the hospital stays, operations, chemo, medicine..etc, well good for them...

some are even luckier.

for those who work in the government sector, the government will fund their medical needs, along with their parents', children's etc.

but not all are as lucky. for them...well, depressin for me to say.

and thats why the doc said, diligence is the best cure to cancer.

in his article, he advises youth to study hard and work hard so they'll get a great job that make great bucks.
that way, should something happen to them (God Forbid!), they have at least the means to get the best access of medication.

make great sense, don't they?

anotha reason to stop me from socialisng to much on FB and hanging out at the malls.

i hope u learn sth from this. a lesson for the both of us

love, schu

rapid penang

i'm an 18 year old student studyin somewhat 170km away from home, in an island so foreign.(foreign la sangat, banyak sangat ka beza Penang dgn Ipoh?)


i can't drive, neither do i ride. i don't even own a car or motorcycle.
hence, the only means of transportation that i have is,erm, well, rapid buses.

all those things that people say bout rapid buses, it being slow, not punctual, hmm, what else..emm..some even complained bout the long time wasted on waitin the bus..blah2...


i am here, to proudly state that
i love rapid!!oh yeah!!!

(tengok, dalam Rapid sempat lagik posing!)

this is due to a lot of reasons...hmmm..apart from the normal, oh-so-cliche reasons like it being rather affordable and as a public transportation, it's environmentally friendly blah blah blah

from Rapid i learnt a lot of things.really
i knew lots of people..yeah I know Mom, you told me to be careful, for fear of being hypnotyse..well Mom, I cudn't help it.

there was this one aunt as old as my Gran who left a great impact in my life. Up till this day.(well, actually it was last year hehe)

she was this old lady who got into the bus in emm, Jelutong. (was it?)
i was on the bus, otw to jetty.
and i was bored, and she sat next to me,so we talked.
i cudn't figured out who initiated the conversation, but about half an hour later i found myself so engrossed in herstory (as opposed to history, I guess).

she was all alone and had just been released from a centre in Jalan Perak.(my lecturer Mr Zul said its an asyllum)
i asked her why was she there.
and she said something bout ridin in a police car and bein brought there.

she told me she ran away from home as her in-law stole her jewellery. (from her clothes i felt that she was no ordinary ah sou, plus she spoke good english and read The Stars)

she went to live in a hotel in Batu Feringghi and the manager accused her of not paying the bills. so the manager chased her out and she somehow refused and they called in security and the police took her to the centre in Jalan Perak.

but she told me
she did pay for the rent
she showed me the receipt..

i was like, okay...

she told me of her lonely stay in Jalan Perak. It was during CNY and none of her family come and visit her as they didnt know she was there.

to me it sounded really heartbreaking.

she had a husband and he died. she had no sons. so she lived with her younger brother whose wife loves to gamble and stole her money and jewellery to fund the habit.

she got off the bus at Komtar.
and i never did see her again. before she left, she did tell me she was goin to rent a room somewhere there.

i hope and prayed that she is, as i am writing this, safe aNd sound..

haha, tu jelah, kenapa aku sayang rapid..hehehehe

Dreams Dreams...

xtaw la apa relevancenya gambaq ni..adik ak poyo ja

"sweet dream or beautiful nightmare"Sweet Dreams by Beyonce

yesterday I had a dream.
Well, the truth is I always have dreams. Sometimes I they go away as soon as I wake up and never did come back
And sometimes they lingers in my mind for the entire day..
the dream that I had yesterday wasn't sweet at all
it wasn't a beautiful nightmare
and I know very well, "sweet dreams are NOT made of this"
but like the songs, the dream lingers in my mind, still is as i am writing this


i dreamt that i died
i died in an accident.
a lorry crashed into me.
but i didn't know it. i thought i survived.
that's when i realised that Mom couldn't see me or hear me
and people mourning cuz' Schu is dead
and i tried to tell people that i was there
but they cudn't feel me


sounds familiar to you? well, it must've bcuz a couple of days ago.. i watched The Lovely Bones...

the main character, who went through the same thing as my dream, except tht she was raped and murdered..

yeay, its just a dream..forget bout it Schu~~hehe


"sweet dreams are made of this. Who am I to disagree"Sweet Dream (are made of this) by Eurythmics

buat satu..dapat dua...

Buat satu dapat dua.
Do one thing and you will gain not one, but two, so said my Pendidikan lecturer Mr Said, who had been teaching for almost 35 years and retiring in August. It has been a habit of mine to quote my lecturers in my blog, isn’t it? Previously i quoted Mdm Rokiah on critical thinking. Ha! That proves that I do listen in lecturers, mom!!he he(i know u read this..)

Ok, cut it out, back to business

Do one thing and gain not one, but twice the efforts u gave...
Sounds like an awesome deal, ain’t it? Well, he was of course referring to our (as in my classmates and I) future profession..which is to be a teacher. Teacher. WOW. That was how my foster sister in Taiwan, reacted when she knew I was going to be a teacher. yeah, me.

That horny schoolgal who pulled a prank on my classmate for stalking my bestie Xiaohui.

yeah, that Nurul Syuhada who wanted to be a pharmacist as a result of an infatuation (i wudn't say L.O.VE..) with her Chemistry and Bio teacher (simultaneously)

yeah, that Nurul Syuhada yang bergadug dgn prefects sbb pakai eye make-up (since when is beauty a crime??)

ok..i jahat time skolah..altho tngok gambar cam sugar je...all nice and sweett



ok, i admit..ak la yg nakal..i'm the bad, horny (syazwan kata) and naughty one..

always up for problems and mischief...always nak skip kelas n main truth or dare dalam surau ketika kelas BCina Pn Loke (hey, I pass my mandarine in SPM!)

masa kat matrik, x penah nak berubah. berpegang dgn moto nakal but berakal. haa. orang utara kata nakai but berakai. entah btoi ka x..sasaran di matrik : 4rata, x kisahlah kalau time tu aku got into trouble walau dgn En Tajuddin ka..biaq pi..asalkan 4rata..muahaha x mulia sungguh tujuan tu..maybe sbb tu aku dipilih...

BUT....itu semua dulu...
that was all in the past..now everything’s changed. I used to be able to do what i want so long as it doesn’t hurt other..kan..but NOW, I AM THE EXAMPLE...i’m a future teacher..people look upon me...
i blushed during an outing wiv a friend at KB recently. We were at Kailan hunting for tudung and I wasn’t really interested and the makcik chatted with me..asking me how old I was and where I am studying..blah blah..maybe she has a cute son to hook up with me..
i was so embarrassed to tell that i am from teachers’ training institute...adoy..
my black slack, my checker blouse, my Yuna-scarf and my crocs clearly do not make me look like a teacher...

but i was, a year ago, chosen to be a teacher. i was destined by God to guide the youngs. The world needs me. I know. (bajet sekejap)

sometimes it occured to me : mom and dad did not ask me to become a teacher. God did.

hence, i Gotta change...ther's no more turning back. i was chosen a year ago and i will do my best here. i promise.