Diam Diam/ Shallow Gal

pernah tengok movie Shallow Hal starrin Jack Black dengan Gwenyth Paltrow, pasai seorang lelaki yang sangat dangkal yang falls for a 300-pounds woman?

well. aku bukan nak cerita pasal tu.

aku nak cerita pasal satu lagu ni. korang kena tahu, aku bila buat kerja kat dapur, tak kire la masak meggi ke, goreng telur ke, basuh pinggan ke, mesti aku nak pasang lagu.

but then again, aku xde iPod, handphone aku punya earphone rosak, so aku terpaksa la dengar radio cabuk kat dapur yang mak aku guna untuk pasang satu radio station yang banyak buat lawak bodoh dan gelak sendiri ni.

pastu aku dengar lagu ini. lagu hape ntah, lirik dia berbunyik sedemikian:

Wajah yang tampan

Sunggu menawan

Dan juga kaya ku suka dia

Tapanya kaya sungguh sederhana

Baik budinya juga bahasanya

Saat kau menghampiri diri ku

Ku ingin engkau tahu

Sebenarnya aku diam-diam

Aku jatuh hati pada mu

Ku ingin tahu diam-diam
Aku jatuh hati pada mu

Ku ingin kau tahu

*FML*

first time aku dengar lagu ni, i was like, eeeee....shallow nye. i mean, dah la nyanyi macam bercakap, tapi aku xnak komen pasai tu sebab aku bukan juri malaysia idol, but then again, the shallowness in the lyrics annoy me to death.

agak shallow la kalau pompuan ni jatuh hati dengan sorang laki sebab dia...TAMPAN...KAYA...wekk.. nak muntah...surely it takes more than that to fall in love, so-called jatuh hati dengan someone kan?

i mean, memang la ada orang yang materialistik and sangat superficial, sangat dangkal dan sangat mementingkan physical appearance....ada, tak aku nafikan...

but surely you cant make a song out of it, can you? its purely ridiculous! dah la sangat surface, lagu yang citer pasal observation per se, not about feelings. nak buat lagu biar la kreatif sket. dah la radio ni dok putaq lagu tu je. huh

paling penting, lagu ini macam nak tunjuk pompuan ni, dangkal. pompuan ni, pentingkan materialistik...ahhh kau jatuh cinta kat dia sebab dia kaya la eh?

bodoh. lagi terok dari lagu indon.

I Dah Gems I Dah Gems

ada sorg akak ni suka sangat guna perkataan "gems". like, "i da gems i da gems" maksudnya dalam bahasa penang "cek dah gemok cek dah gemok". padahal badan kemain cam model. siyes.


Meanwhile (cewah cam berita Nightline plak) aku plak, dok umah keja membhuta, fb, bloggin, tumblr, stalking, muahaha, lagi la gems. serious, not trying to be an attention seeker here.

haha bukan eh. serious aku cakap aku dah gems. gems? cam pelik je bunyik kan. aku actually tak lah kisah sangat pasai ni, tapi time aku jaga Kimi kat spital ritu aku ada cilok pamphlet (memang dia kasi free eh pamplets tu? hehe) pasai kesihatan. pasai diabetes, HBP..blah blah..cuak gak. aku ni cam x healthy je gaya hidup kan. dok makan fastfood segala. dah la waktu PE yakni PJK ak laa loser segala loser.

tambahan pula (ni betui karangan BM pasai obesiti ni),

berat aku naik kot...baju suma da ketat, da jadik baju adik dah, nak kasi adik aku, adik aku suma laki.


besides,

Nampak tu? Camne ak nak jadik Zimbabwe’s Next Top Model cmni? Haa camna ak nak jadik model Victoria Secrets? Jangan harap la berat aku 40...huhu musnah impian aku nak kawin dengan rock star kalau camni..

so, aku kena diet. DIET. Tak boleh makan banyak-banyak dah.

cewah. diet kunun. diet ape makan sayoq ja ni. sayoq ke straw tu aku pon tataw. x pon aku bleh try seafood diet ni. SEAFOOD la bukan SIPUT.

ntah jadi ke tak? esok kita tengok ye. alamak esok mak aku janji nak belanja pizza. damn. lusa lah lusa. lusa aku start diet k?

univer"sial" lies.

So ak nak diet. And nak exercise. Ada kawan aku ni, atlet equestrian, dia kata kalau nak kuruih cam dia, ehem, p la nek kuda. Konfem leh kurus punya la. Tgok dia pun tough (dia kata la, aku tataw). Masalahnya mana nak datang kuda kat umah aku ni? Rusa ada laa itu pun kat kg aku kat Negeri Sembilan. hah kalau aku naik rusa tu dah tentu la terkorban rusa tu, ye tak. Sia sia je buat gulai lomak lagi baik.

takpe esok aku nak bangun awal-awal. aku nak jogging satu Meru Height and Meru Hills and Meru segala Meru ni. kalau jogging dalam mimpi kire tak?

psst: kat Meru Valley Golf Resort ada gym. Untung-untung leh jumpa mamat ensem camni.

psst 2: PLUS SIZED itu cantik asal tak berpenyakit. INGAT TUH!

psst 3: susah-susah sangat aku bleh minum Jusmate DDRozmey. 40 Juta pengguna sudah berpuas hati! yeeeeehaaaaaa heehhehee

aduh camne leh ade gambag cmni dlm blog aku..ingat...HEBAT RAMBUT TAK BERMAKNA HEBAT SEGALANYA. ekeke

psst 4: INI WARNING. JANGAN DOK PM AKU PASAI PLAN DIET, SUPPLEMENT KE, TERASA HATI GEMS AKU. Huuuhuu

Tumblr-ing

The "journal" here is tumblr.

My new obsession.

I don’t do this out of trend, really. I mean, i’ve been writing too many personal entries on my love life. Yes peeps, those are true, straight from the heart stories. And i think i sound, like how Sharifah Amani said "i sound stupid when I speak in Malay", well I sound equally daft writing love post.


And heck, it began to be too personal, people reading it and feel disgusted by it. Right?


So, i signed up for tumblr. And its effing cool and fun. And those cool pics from weheartit, simply love it.


No, i aint gonna make it public for you to read. not anyone to read. i'm going to keep it all to myself.  and if anything ever work out between me and him, then i'll let him read it.

or if nothin work out, i'll let him read it before i die, so he'll know. unless of course, he dies first. oh crap.

but hey, i'm stil gonna write lovey dovey posts here, i promise. teehee

(try googlin it, u'll never find it hahaha)

she loves you

this is for you, yes YOU.

she is unconditionally and irrevocably in love with you. and she doesn't know why. she can't sleep tonight, thinking about you. she misses you. and she is waiting loyally by her handphone, bringing it everywhere like a talisman, for a simple text message from you. just a simple text message's all she asked for, although it now seems vaguely impossible.

she loves getting a text from you. you dont know this, but she will smile so wide her dimple on her right cheek shows when your name appeared on the phone screen. she grins happily, giggling cheekily, because that text message tells her that you do remember her. that maybe you miss her. her heart will also beat wildly. you're her adrenaline. endorphine.  she will blush, eyes bigger, and smile. she'll think that she looks pretty around you. and i tell you what, when a girl thinks so, she loves you.

she loves talking to you , too. you make her laugh a lot. you think her laughters are sexy--and she couldnt feel more flattered about that. she wants to talk to you when things go wrong, when a relative is sick or when a best friend is leaving her. she wants you to make her feel better. she knows you can make her feel better, who else but the one she loves? she wants you to make her feel better and tell her, "oh schu, all is well dont worry".

and her joy! she shares them with you. she wants to tell you how she passed with flyin colours. and how she hijacked her aunt's peugeot and drove it along the beach. she wants to tell you her new favourite song, or band. she wants you to have a bit of her happiness because, well she loves you. isnt that obvious? she is friggin in love with YOU. MADLY.

and today.  tonight, she is lying on her bed, in tears because she misses you. because she needs you. because she is reminiscing all the good time she had with you, all the laughter, all the smiles, all the jokes,all the bliss, all the love.

she is sobbing, cant sleep, most importantly because she is in love with you.

and she picks up the phone. she wants to dail your number. it 4 am in the morning, and because she loves you so much she knows you're asleep. she is torn. she is dying, dying of lovesick. dying to tell you she loves you. she misses you. she could do anything to hear you calling her name again. but she puts the phone back.

she cant. she cant tell you that now. not at 4am in the morning. not even tomorrow, or ever. she cant tell you how much she loves you, how much she yearns to hear your voice again--when was the last time? she cant disturb you. not now. not ever.

because she loves you, and she doesnt want you to go away. further. than her.

and whatever she does she always forget to forget you

Gigs pun aku tak pernah pergi.

tapi aku ada la planning nak p RTW X or Sunburst.

****************************

Ummi aku selalu cakap," Ren Bu Ke Mao Xiang."sumpah tipu, bila masa Ummi aku cakap mandarin. well.

aku bukan seperti yang korang nampak. yeah. mungkin aku pakai tudung. siap dengan gaya ala-ala Yuna lagi. tapi korang pasti ke aku ni baik sangat? pasti ke aku tak pegi clubbing, tak telan E, tak telan pil kuda, tak minum, tak comolot depan Pavillion?

nauzubillah, bukan aku nak mengaku aku buat semua tu, mintak simpang okay. aku tak buat semua tu.

but then again,

the point is, ren bu ke mao xiang. maksudnye, manusia tak boleh diukur dari ukuran ketinggian, ukuran pinggang, ukuran 36-24-38 (bukan ukuran aku) atau ape-ape ukuran sekali pun. jangan nak judge orang berdasarkan penampilan luaran, background or etc.

aku manusia kompleks. yeah, memang aku suka pergi shopping kompleks. huh.


Aku belajar 14 tahun kat sekolah cina. majoriti kawan aku cina. antara kawan terbaik aku cina. aku pernah ada fling dengan budak India. aku suka lagu omputih, aku layan rock. aku layan Hitz. fm sejak aku 11 tahun. aku dengar lagu Christmas. Aku suka speaking. aku buat English. aku budak TESL. aku pernah free hair. Aku suka tengok citer omputih. Aku tak layan sangat citer melayu. Aku baca the Star. Aku layan novel yang raunchy. Masa hari raya, aku bosan so aku layan memoirs of geisha. Aku minat nirvana, muse, ACAB, Butterfingers, Avenged Sevenfold and Metallica.

aku jugak insyaAllah, dalam masa 4 tahun lagi, nak ajar anak-anak orang kampung dekat Sarawak bahasa Inggeris.


Persoalannya,


aku jahat ke?
Kalau aku headbangin dengar lagu rock masa aku basuh pinggan, aku jahat ke? Aku rosak akhlak ke? Aku amik dadah ke?

Aku tak faham, memang, memang aku tak sesuci dan sebaik dia. Berapa tahun sekolah aliran agama, berapa tahun sekolah asrama penuh, berapa kali khatam Quran. Alhamdulillah untuk dia kan.

Tapi at least, sejahat-jahat aku yang macam kau kata kan, aku tak upload gambar aku peluk boyfriend aku dalam facebook. Aku tak bawak boyfriend aku balik tayang kat mak bapak aku. Parents aku pun tak kasi aku buat cmtu. aku tak ikot boyfriend aku jauh-jauh smpai mana ntah, pastu tipu mak bapak kata aku dok umah kawan.

ingat, satu jari kita tuduh orang lain, 4 jari tuding balik kat kita.

Aku tak nak cakap besar, takut suatu hari kena balik kat batang hidung aku. Mintak simpang la kan. Tapi aku nak nasihat kat kau lah makcik, kau jangan pandai-pandai judge aku. Tengok aku cmni, kau pandai-pandai kata aku rosak. Tengok aku layan lagu Nirvana, kau kata aku sesat dah. tengok aku set gambar Gene Simmons as desktop background, kau fikir aku obses dengan duniawi. cmon la. this is my passion. aku tak kacau sesiapa. music is my life, tapi aku masih ada conscious yang secukupnya.  Blah la k? kau tak kenal aku.


Gigs pun aku tak penah pergi.


mungkin pas ni aku kena banyak cakap melayu, baca metro, dengar lagu indon, baca novel jiwang, baru kau tak kata aku tak normal ya?

The definition of BF

I actually found this idea in Facebook, translated and modified it teehee

They were young, barely 6. She wore ponytails and he wore braces. Playmates since sandbox, he said to her,
"I am your bf"

Her eyes widened.
"What's that?" she asked.

"Best friend." The boy giggled and the girl laughed.

*****

Years later, the two grew up to a gorgeous young lass and a cute 16 year old boy.
"I am your bf" he said to the girl.

Blushed, she asked,
"What's that"

"Boyfriend." There in front of their favourite dine in, the couple stole their first kiss.

*****

The couple tied their knot. One day, the wife told her husband,
"you're my bf"

he giggled and asked,
"what's that?"

"baby's father" the couple were pregnant with their first child.

*****

as they have planned, the two grew old together, and as they were resting on their lazy chairs, reminiscing the good ol days, the husband told his wife,
"i am your bf"

old as she was, she asked,
"what's that?"
"be forever"

friggin sweet, aint it?

Nora Zain

Komplot's.

There's this guy. Aku suka dia. Another girl pun suka dia, the girl tu a sophisticated blue stocking, sanggup ditched ballet class untuk punk rock, untuk metallica sebab suka dia. tapi ini pasal aku bukan budak pompuan lain. bukan some spoiled brat yang guna duit mak bapak pastu nak belagak. uh. apa aku melalut ni.


aku tak ditch apa-apa untuk dia.


aku tetap gadis rock walau aku tak tau dia suka atau tak.
mungkin dia prefer tengok aku dress up in LBD atau maybe baju kurung or kebaya dari seluar jeans lusuh kena clorox aku.
mungkin dia tak suka tengok aku memekik melalak lagu rock sambil head banging segala. mungkin dia menyampah tengok aku berjaga malam-malam tengok bola tapi aku tak kisah lah.

aku suka dia. lagipun. aku tak smoke. tak minum. tak keluar wild malam-malam, altho sesekali ada idea nak wat party, nak wat orgy...ehhhh..aku tak buat semua tu. takde takde. ah balik pada kisah tadi, aku suka dia.


tapi dia, this guy yang digilai ramai, seorang pun dia tak suka. budak pompuan yang brtukar mcm transformer tu pun dia tak suka. aku dia nak suka? enggak mungkin dong, kata baphak-baphak indon. aku bukan taste dia kot. apa ntah taste dia? mana aku nak taw. yang aku taw dia tasty.


hancur hatiku. cewah. hancur? tak. retak sahaja. eh tapi retak pun, bukan retak kecil-kecilan, retak seribu. macam lagu Cindai Siti Nurhaliza, cerminku retak....seribu..lallalalalalalala...

di dadamu punya cahaya yang tenang

 menepati citarasa hamba…

kau sungguh mempersona

ku takkan tunggu semalaman..

kau bagiku adalah cahaya

menepati citarasa ke ego an ku…

kau sungguh mempersona

 ku takkan tunggu semalaman…

aku akan pergi pada sisimu pada sisimu

 engkau jangan lari jauh

datang mari datang pada sisiku pada sisiku.
kau bagi ku adalah cahaya menepati ruang rasa keadaan ku…

kau sungguh mempersona ku takkan tunggu semalaman..

aku akan pergi pada sisimu pada sisimu

 engkau jangan lari jauh

 datang mari datang pada sisiku pada sisiku..

kau sungguh mempersona ku takkan tunggu semalaman

aku pun tak tahu apa motif lagu ini dengan kisah aku. but i like it so who the fucking hell cares? conclusion: dia nora zain aku. walaupun aku baru tahu. dia gay.

Angel-A

It's 7, gotta walk my brothers for breakfast today. Uhh. What a day. I hadnt sleep. Been watching Angel-A, a beautiful French flick. French! oohh lala.

Shahril was nagging at me over sykpe. Shahril, the UK dude. Well he said dont sleep late and whatnot and that it'll give me wrinkles and hilang seri and you're so beautiful blah blah, ah shahril, never been sweeter. now busy with the whole thang in uk. and they're waitin for the snow.

ah nevermind. its not like every day your parents get out of town. my parents are away in seremban, for some weddin reception. i would love to tag along, cuz thats when you get to be beautiful and you know, mingle around. its dead bored stayin home, but mom thought its best we just stay. huh. i wonder why. and i asked why. and she said.

"because i said so"

and before she left she said: 

• the eggs are in the cupboard.
• the sardines in the fridge.
•  lock the door.
• never open it for strangers.
• you know where i keep the money.
• dont let the boys out.
• wash the clothes.
• cook.
• dont fb 24/7

etc etc etc

blah blah blah you'd think she's going for 3 weeks or something.

so. first. i'm gonna wake them up. get them to bathe or sth. then. walk to pak abu for breakfast. then. sleep. SLEEP? I have to do the dishes. and the clothes. and lunch! oh gosh.

i'm gonna be the Angel-A here today.
 btw. its a great flick. you should watch it.

I Don't Wanna Be In Love

She’s going out to forget they were together

All that time he was taking her for granted

She wants to see if there’s more

than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up

He’s trippin on the phone now

He doesn’t want her out there

And alone now

He knows she’s movin it

Knows she’s using it

Now he’s losing it

She don’t care

Everybody put up your hands

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feel the beat now

If you’ve got nothing left

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Back it up now

You’ve got a reason to live

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feelin' good now

Don’t be afraid to get down

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

sHe was always giving her attention

Looking hard to find the things he mentioned

sHe was dedicated

But most suckers hate it

That boy was fine

But he didn’t appreciate her

he calls him up

he’s tripping on the phone now

sHe had to get up

And she ain’t comin home now

sHe’s tryin to forget him

That’s how we come with her

When she first met him

When they first got together

Everybody put up your hands

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feel the beat now

If you got nothing left

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Back it up now

You got a reason to live

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feelin' good now

Don’t be afraid to get down

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love
You got nothing to lose

Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up

It’s something that we do now

Everyone has got to do it sometime

It’s okay, let it go

Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here

Get off the wire

You know everything is good here

Stop what you’re doin'

You don’t wanna ruin

The chance that you got to

find a new one

Everybody put up your hands

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feel the beat now

If you got nothing left

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Back it up now

You got a reason to live

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feelin' good now

Don’t be afraid to get down

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Now you know what to do, so come on feelin' good

GC's Dance Floor Anthem.

i dont wanna be in love. anymore. i used to love. we used to love. we unofficially got hooked up. and unofficially broke up. i know. the pregnant silent meant everything; and cold as dry ice we were to each other; the flame is gone.

we fell in love. we fell out of love. it was beautiful while it lasted, at least. remember our last date? we rocked to the beats of Blink 182's I Miss You.

I wanted to set that song as your contact ringtone today. Then it occured to me; i dont even have your number anymore. i still have it in my head, the 10 digits lingering, but never the courage to call you. i yearn to hear your voice again. when things were fallin apart i wanted you to say, "all is well darling, dont worry"

then the fight. what did i do? was i not good enough? not pretty enough? not beautiful enough. the blame was all on me. i blamed myself for you leaving. i thought it was all about you. then came the pictures; you hugging her on a party. what else can i say? and i gave my heart to you.

fffound via lelove

the break up. everyone got to do it sometimes. maybe i'm a masochist. i tried to run, but i cant never leave. i loved you. and do you me? maybe it was my fault. i loved you to much. and you took that for granted. ah. its like the BandAid, get rid of it, and you'd feel better.

lelove

i'm tryin to forget you. i'm letting it go, gettin out there to find someone.and come on feeling good.

i dont wanna be in love. not anymore. love has all this while hurtin me. and what's worst. love is so short, forgettin is so long.

okay, my ass. we dont even talk.

images here as hosted by lelove.

Love text message! woot2.

Love sms. Shame, it aint mine.


Hakimi was having this little injection which he got so immune already when his phone rings.


A text message.


"Read it, please"


Amboi, I have to do everything for you huh, scratching your fingers, feeding you, apply vaseline on your lips, and now readin your sms? I


it was from this girl. Girlfriend, maybe. Not sure.


"ILY, INY, IMY, IWY"


I read out.


"What the hell does that mean?" he asked.


"I Love You, I Need You, I Miss You, I Want You." i said. awwww so comel I thought.


"Oh. Reply it, will ya?"


ok I will add replying his sms to that list.


"Cakap apa?" What to say?


"Me too." Me too? That's it? I mean after all the I-this-and-that-you? God TEROKNYA my brother.


The girl replied.


"TIPU!" U lied.


"Now what?" I asked.


that's it.

this one is for my love.

Platelets

haha dah macam post budak medicine plak kan. Platelets yaww platelets.

I spent the night at the hospital yesterday. Been there since 2pm, looking after Hakimi. Nah, i wouldn’t say I look after him, because that would be what nurses do, and what is looking after when all you do is reading from a novel like Memoirs of a Geisha and watching A Walk to Remember for the umpteenth time?


It’s to accompany him, really. I mean, it must be suck to be all alone in hospital. As if the pain of the illness isn’t enough no? So here I am to accompany Hakimi. But then for most of the time he is asleep, so I would read or watch movies. Teehee. And also wash my eyes. Ahaks cuci mata I mean. Some of the doctors are good looking. Man how can you be so smart and so nice and so cute at the same time?


I took a bath at Maghreb. Boo. Scary, you know that? because to go to the toilet i have to pass by this alley, this lorong gelap, and from the windows i can see the mortuary. ampa taw apa itu mortuary? rumah mayat okay. huhu. I wanted to run, but I was already undressed. I wanted to call Ummi, but she was minding Hakimi as I was bathing and she would leave the hospital when I finished. Ah, I was being really stupid. penakut sangat eh. hospital ja pun.

semalam a patient died. satu ward. what do you expect??
damn schuey, mandi je lah banyak imaginasi lak, i told myself.


tidoq malam. sleeping at night was difficult. for one thing, i slept on the floor. my back still hurt as I write this. from below the curtain i can see the guy on
 the opposite bed. if i can see him, can he sees me too? possible right?


then the nurse pulled the curtain. damn dah la aku free hair weyh! cis marah my future husband teehee. dah la the guy on the opposite bed wasnt asleep yet, dok tergaru-garu, his body was itching--typical for dengue. kot la dia nampak. damn.


still i didnt know when i slept but i woke up at 6. it wasnt even a good sleep. i kept waking up, i worried of Hakimi so much I dreamt of Ummi telling me, "Hakimi sakit kuat, next year baru blh discharge" NEXT YEAR?


Hakimi is due to be discharged today. He got 37 hours of observation which ends at 6pm today. But damn, his platelets is still low, but rising up, counting.


"50" the minimum platelets whatever unit needed for him to be discharged, said the senior doc.


hakimi, a non bio student, asked me,


"menatang apa eh platelets?"


"Platelets is blah blah blah..coagulate blood kot blah blah blood clot blah blah tak taw betul ka tak blah blah" pebenda i tipu him.



Now. His platelets 36, and countin. Tapi. Cant go home yet. Tomorrow.


Damn. I dont wanna spend anotha night here. NO WAY. Dah la ada this criminal baru masuk, as a patient,siap dengan handcuffed and all. crime: molest, sodomy and rape. scary owh. worst still, there's this makcik is bragggin me that anak dia semua ada degree and her youngest son, an engineer, is not married yet. awat dia dok ulang the same thing wey?


"anak makcik yang engineer tu, kat muar, tak kahwen lagi"


makcik, i'm through engineers.i nak doctors this time. doctors only. okay. hehe. joashie or zul can find me one. haha


btw i believe Hakimi is alright.sihat already,cuz he begins to annoy me . Ada ka patut he wants to sabotage me, nak match me up with bangla tukang sapu tu? aku tampaq satgi teruih banyak platelets ang, i said, dalam hati.


"so, how to increase the platelets thingy?" kimi asked.

heee. Kimi is enjoyin the nurses. hang dok la sini lama2.


lastly all thanks to all my relative and friends yang banyak berdoa for Kimi, and to all doctors, nurses ans staffs of Dengue ward, 2B, Hospital Raja Permaisuri Bainun Ipoh, YOU RAWK. teehee. kudos


and dude, hapuskan aedes, cegah dengue. it takes only 1o seconds. and saves a lifetime.
http://www.homeolibrary.com/homeopathy/New_Sihat/Dengue.htm
dalam ini banyak info pasai dengue yang x berkenaan nothing to do pun ada

how cud i live wthout google image?

the killer

love yawllll. muah muah.

(nak letak pic Kimi at hospital, but damn I aint got my USB Cable with me)


p.s:
patut stay kat matrik ritu, bleh aku jadik doctor. damn.