hari-hari terakhirku di Pulau Pinang

i'm leaving Penang. Will I come back? If I pass. If and only if.

"Please pass k schu?" Nafis said the other day. He sounds more like my father these days.

what do you expect?

of course i have to pass, i mean, walid and ummi wont let me get married just yet, so marriage is not an option should i fail. terok u schu. terok!

work? working life is tough baby, i know cuz i tried. and its PART TIME. Imagine full-time. Gosh, must've required lotsa strength, courage and hard work.

you know. you crap a lot.
PACKING baby! PACKING!

here.

i've got:

• one large backpack (utk panjat gunung punya tu)
• one small MSSM luggage
• one big guni with cartoon-printed which looks daft

what i've got to bring home:

clothes:

• the nicer baju kurungs
• jeans
• tshirt
• lingerie x payah kot hahahaha
• bikini==P.Dickson

books:

• Notebook! urrgh weighs a ton! 2kg I guess.
• My spanish book. spanish baby spanish. bila nak pandai. cuti kena brush up my spanish

shoes:
(i cant leave them here, they'll go missin)

• 2 heels
• 2 flats
• 1 wedges
• 1 selipar toilet
• 1 sport shoes

Things-we-aint-suppose-to-bring-but-like-I-care

• heater
• iron
• the rice cooker i bought for ummi (cuz i ruined hers)

Things that I couldn't live without

• Nnnenna
• Emmett
• Kurt Cobain

they're actually my teddies! *blush

• bantal busuk (BB aka BusukBerry)
• blanket

i dont like the blanket at home, and oh, i can never sleep without my BB. I mean, one or two days is bad enough, but 6 weeks? I had it sent from home when i was in matric. no way.

so. now. tell me how.

I'M GOING BACK BY BUS OKAY!!!

Walid's busy =(

psst: i'm thinkin of not comin back to Penang, and instead go for degree in Sarawak. What do you think?