Thursday, December 2, 2010

Treble...and 4 Flat..

look Ferguson, I won 3 trophies in one single season. the treble is mine.


i'm lying on my bed, smoking. i blew the rings out. i'm a pro now. ahh smoking. it feels so good. like the world is yours.




damn i wish i do smoke. that i am not an asthmatic. that in my place, everyone smokes. that smoking has no health hazards. then i would smoke. 


i'm deeply hurt. yes. i know we all don't prefer emotional post. but what option do I have? i was hurt. thrice. 

#1 therapist






you were hurt. your girlfriend, whom you dream of exchanging the vows with, dumped you. poor thing huh? you cant get over her. never mind. then i came. we got friendly. hung out a couple of time. i thought we were friends. you told me of your heartbreak. i console in you, making you feel better. i told you to move on. well you almost certainly did.


then she came back.


i have no problem with that. i am happy for you, though i did tell you to forget her. but now shes back in your arms again. you're happy with her. i'm happy for you.


and you ignore me. and you stopped talking to me. you thought i was hitting on you when you were dying, losing your grip, helpless. i am just the goddamn counselor here. not even a friend. oh fcuk yourself.


#2 laugh together, cry alone girl






we sing, we dance, we steal things (Jason Mraz)


shoud i call you friend? friend we are when you call me when you need me. when you're bored. when you're sad. when you've nobody. 


surprise surprise, i was always there for you.

and heck.


 were you there when i needed you?




you ignored me. ahhh maybe its me bein too needy. but you were friends. one of the best. am i what, INVISIBLE?


#3 we can never be friends


its been a long time since we talked. then you called. i picked up, out of boredom. i mean, yes, we broke up. but we agreed that we could still be friends. 


ahhh talking to you was okay. then, you said it. how could you do that to me? what do you take me for, a good time girl?


i off my phone, took off the battery. you called me back. i cried. you texted me. no reply.


we can never ever be friends again. i wont forgive you arsehole.




that one's special for you.


 you know yourselves.


ahh. one more blow then itll be 4 flat....DAMN.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

and u say u're a future educator? what kind of future teacher r u? cursing and swearing. and those images.

schueism said...

whyyyyyyy, do u have any problem with that? its my space, i write what i want and you can say what the fuck you want.