crush!teehee

today i had this dreadful Sociology presentation. I'm tryin hard not to swear here--but its really gettin me nerves. It was supposed to be these other dudes' work, but they screwed up sorta, and the lecturers unanimously decided that my group should do it. like damn.



here's my socio group btw, we call ourselves Lee and The Girls



generally i have nothing against presentation, i mean, i'm gonna be a teacher so talking is my job, but i aint a big fan either and when it comes to sociology...fcuk, i hate it!! like its dead boring and the lecturers love bombarding us (read: me) with lots and lots of question they know we can't answer.

then as i was halfway through my presentation i saw him. oh, him. haha that made me lose focus. just WHY did he hafta pass by my classroom now, now that i was fooling myself with a godd*** presentation?

he has the messy looks today--the way i like it. yesterday i saw him during assembly. he's mesmerizing to me. i simply love him. ohmigod.he's tall, and dark, and handsome. i mean he aint the Ashton Kutcher kinda cute, breakin hearts and faces, he's just macho..very macho. wow.

to me he's friggin gorgeous (my mates dont think so tho)

ok back to the presentation

so i was talking bout this culture change blah blah assimilation blah blah and what not,

he walked in front of my class

i saw him thru the door (its too hot to keep it shut, damn college)

the messy hair do...awwww

and as i was talking and my lecturer was sitting right in front of me

and the whole of TESL Cohort 3 was pretending to listen to me babbling

and i cudnt help but to giggle and smile and giggle again



showin my sets of teeth

and agnes stood next to me

and i nudged her
(like agy, u gotta help me out, i cant concentrate)

and she was like, wth?

and Sarah and Anisah saw that

and they giggled

and Sarah sort out announced to the class,

"Madam, she's flirting!"

Thank God Madam didnt hear. (Or did she?)

Hee, it feels like high school all over again.

Having crushes.

Stalking them

Daydreamin bout them

Hoping they feel the same way bout u too

Stealin their phone number from a friend

And neva eva telll them about it

At the end of the day they never knew u exist

Or maybe they did, and they say,

"Awwww, you sweet, adorable lil dumbass"

i dont want you to adore me

nor want you to ignore me

 p/s: Sarah's locked in the toilet by the way, i must've hidden her sufficiently--she's still missin ainnit? haha