Of Early Marriage and A Cup of Coffee

g:Sayang, u love me x?

b:Darling, of coz la ily. Teehee

g:Imy la.

b:Imy 2 huuu

g:Syg?

b:Hmm?

g:jom kawin (smiley shy)

b:ok! jom! ily!heee (smiley =p)

g: nk ask my ummi and walid first teehee

b: ok, i nak ask my parents too heee

g: goodluck with that sayang. psst. i want arab style k!hee

vandalism 101

Aww,how sweet. saya bila lagi? hee

The text messages has strictly nothing to do with me. Believe me, I never went that far. teehee
But then again….

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I had this little talk with my walid and ummi the other night. The boys were all asleep, ummi was sewing clothes and walid was waiting for football. We chatted over cups of tea. Oh, our family, we adore tea, there could be bombs flying from the sky, and we’d still have our tea. We once ditched it for coffee, Tenom coffee, but we ran out of stock already.




I told ummi that come what may, I’m going to save RM2k next semester from my RM4k allowance. No more shopping.

damn.

“Of course you have to save”, she said. Her eyes were still on the clothes. Walid was reading newspaper. The Star, you’d never finish reading them, walid said.




“For marriage, right Ummi?” I said, careful not to spill the tea.




As soon as I said that she lifted her head from the clothes and gave me the radioactive look. I hadn’t meant it as a joke; I was in fact, very serious.

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The other day I was hanging out with my classmates Nadia and Kak Maizatun. We talked about savings. And marriage. Suddenly it occurred to me one thing: that I have to save for my marriage.




A wedding is going to be costly, especially for me. I’m the only daughter. I’m also the first daughter, in addition to that, with no elder siblings to help support me or sponsor teehee for my wedding. Talking about “Of Bunga Telor and Bally Shoes”. I will need at least RM10k.




Then there was this talk about a friend getting married Insha’Allah, next year. She’s 21 by the way. With a steady candidate (husband-to-be). Her parents gave her the green light.

Now it only comes down to the money, but she’s saving.




She’s still in college.




Why NOT?




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I once read in Milenia Islam, a Muslim magazine. A Muslim convert named Sulaiman Dufford was one of the columnists. He said that from the studies in the States, those who get married during their college years tend to perform better in their studies.

Well. I tried telling that to my mother. It wasn’t even close. She said it was ridiculous.




“What will happen if they get pregnant?” she bombarded me with the one-million dollar question.




Ummi, people get pregnant in or out of wedlock. At least there will be fewer problems when you’re legally wed, I thought, but kept quiet.




But it’s a great idea, isn’t it? Helps in reducing maksiat. It will be halal to go dating. And holding hands. You can ride motorbike together—and hug your hubby tight, like you’re riding on a roller coaster or something (I always want to do that.) You don’t have to curb your so-called lust anymore. And you have someone to take care of you. I told you it’s an awesome idea, did I?

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Dear Schu, that isn’t what marriage is all about. It’s more than that. It’s about commitment and whatnot. And responsibilities! You know that once you’re married, your husband will be responsible for you, no?



and miss schuhada attarmizi cant even take care of a cat!









i'm ALLERGIC to cats u silly

 

Well. Well. Well. It’s not like I’m going to get married during my degree year or whatever. I mean, for one thing, unlike the friend I mentioned just now, I don’t even have someone I can call “husband material”.



And looking back, I’m not even a good cook. I’m lazy at washing clothes. I just discovered something call “locker-cleaning” a year ago. Now how am I supposed to manage a man babe? I can picture having a man like me. And what our house would be like!



And heck, I have crush to almost half the boys I met. Ha-ha.



I’m not having early marriage. At least not during college life.



“What about getting married right after I graduate?”



Ummi stopped again, turning to walid.



“What do you think, sayang?” I envy my parents, they’re getting more romantic each day.



“Only,” walid said, “If you marry a Datuk.”



I turned back to the novel Sutinah, by A Samad Ismail, which I was reading. Well. Its a brilliant idea aint it, I thought for a second.



There was this pregnant pause. Suddenly walid complained.



“You don’t even make good tea. Call Uncle to get Tenom coffee for us.”



Hey. Maybe I should marry a Sabahan. A guy from Tenom, better still. That way we’ll have the coffee you love every day, I thought.






Psst: I cant really recall where, but I read somewhere that the Egyptians, they have some kind of a marriage where people, young people wed at our age (my age), so that they can do what they want with their bf/gf, the halal way.you know. Go dating. Hold hands. Blah blah. But they won’t “consummate” to that marriage. Ok. Straight to the point. They won’t have sex. They just do what our typical bf/gf couple do. Well. What if they broke up? Marriage is so sacred it aint a toy, sweetheart.



Psst 2: I nak marry orang putih lah! Nak anak comel2 teehee

g:syg!

b:ling! so how?

g: ummi tak kasi laa huhu

b: alaaaa

g: ummi tu, let alone getting married, nak mintak iPhone 4 pun she said no.

b: :-(..mama i let me to, she can't wait to be a grandma

oh fcuk

saya xde duit.bukan derhaka! huhu

assalamualaikum

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Daddy,call me..please (smiley gmbaq muka cute)

(amboi daddy daddy, dah la tak kasi salam)

send to

WALID

hensem kan walid saya? mude remaja lak tu teehee

SENDING....

done.

wait.

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WALID

Retry?

damn damn damn.

now nak SMS ummi n walid pun xda credit
call ape laa lagi..
huhu dah jadi anak derhaka aku sekarang!
kang mak aku sumpah aku jadik batu...huhu
mentang2 da belajaq kat kota metropolitan Paris, eh Penang ni
lupakan mak ayah kat kampung pulak.
huhu

maka post ini ditulis sebagai satu eksplanasi..klu ak kena sumpah sebab derhaka sbb x call ummi walid, korang tolong la eksplain kat dorg. dorg x baca blog aku ni dah

 

i just had my last meal just now.

nasi putih+kuah sup+ayam goreng+sayur-sayuran x berapa nak fresh= RM3.80

duit aku lak cukup2.

nasib baik uncle tu x caj 4 hinggit.

mane aku nak cekau lagi doposen. huh.

last meal tu xtaw la nak tahan sampai bila.

esok ka lusa.

duit elaun x masuk lagi.

damnit la wey.
camne aku nak beli bday gift kat walid ni huhu(politik!)

nasib baik la bukan aku sorg je cmni

ade la nisa, nadia sume2 teehee (saje nak mengfemeskan dorg ni)

eh

eh

sat

*groih groih bunyik perut*

sat sat

5 min

toilet

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(lebih kurang 5 minit kemudian)

hmm.

dah disposed dah.

camne nak tahan smpai esok ni

semua aku dah "buang"

damn.

psst: tingat hari tu mencekik bagai nak gila kat seoul garden.

n blog Kakak Fuze Faz TEYL yg cute---kat Bangladesh leh RM10.25 bleh makan 8 orang. Ciss. Aku seposen pun xde sekarang.

n blog Abg Chips TEYL yg cute le jugak---pasai member beliau yang tingin makan karipap. *lapar bonar dah den ni*

habis sume org aku pomot teehee

hah. lama da x blog in BM kan. Dok "PPSMI" je teehee

more. the untold story

oh yeah. i went to Seoul Garden today. The whole bunch of 3TESL2 did. Story? Well. Lets just say we ate like crazy. I did. Full stop. Gurney Drive stinks.

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there's gotta be more to life. ( a daft non-poem in my other blog)

and today. i'm gonna have this little ritual to bury a dead memory.

oh shit. the medicine. wait.
5mins
4mins
3mins
2mins
1min

the damn pills. no silly. it ain't E. its for the headache. and gastric. and oh, i just realised,
there's no cure for the heart.

none. i checked.

well. there's gotta be more to life.
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of course, life was a bliss. life was beautiful. frolicking all day. smiling and giggling all night. yeah. i smile all the time. i giggle all the time. i go mushy-mushy all the time. i still do. with or without you.

i have adored you. and hoping you fancy me too.but you didnt, and it made me want to leave. and i left. and i almost lived happily ever after.........

till you came back. with lots of hope. dreams. and made me love you again. even more.
and now i'm hooked.

i can't go. and you left me. alone. in the cold street. dying. damn!

you used to save me remember? my knight in armour. saved me from the agony, you're my oasis in the desert, the answers to all my prayers.

i'm dying. bleeding. inside. and outside. shivering in the cold. messed up.

thank you.

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*vampire princess(me) bite*


*assfcuk-play-with-my-heart-motherfcuker dead*

i have to kill you. have fun in hell. i heard they have sauna.


OK. So. The Story's told. finally. That will do as the "talkin". Damn. I've never attended a funeral all my life. Eddy ....... and I wasn't there. So I don't know how it's like.

pfft. just dig a hole and throw u in it. easy.


Now. Let the damn memory. Rot and rust in peace.
 

i'll pay a visit!!
 
btw. i'm still alive. there's gotta be MORE to life baby! yeeehaaaaa!!

Global Pink Day+Toast For A Change--Madam Rock!!

The same morning I woke up dying, a throbbing pain in my head, I opened my closet and taraaaa..


schu payung

 i wore pink. irony.woke up like a sick dog. and now. in the pink of health teehee.


well it was actually part of this campaign called the Global Pink Hijab Day, which is to encouurage people to join efforts to help combat cancer, breast cancer especially.


so i began to spread spread spread the propaganda last night to all my girl friends: WEAR PINK! hehe and plus its one of the big day for us too as it's the


TOAST FOR A CHANGE wiv MADAM ROCK day!!


I TOLD U! everyone was clad in PINK!! *sakit mata eh tengok*

 HAHA, nothing to do with a toast or a change, instead, it was this certificate giving ceremony. you know, the one where we were supposed to write nice and constructive things about each other and make it into a certificate and give it to our friends. i made one for me bestie Laila.

 haha ot much cuz i aint creative but i wrote her a simple so-so poem i guess lol and Hazwan made one for me. hehe. how beautiful. and how sweet.


*no picture, no controversy* haha


well it was totally fun, lots of laughing

the best mom in the institute

and hugging! darn, they looked like long lost sistas!!

and eating

syera

 *yumm yumm* which later resulted in the crowd in Pinang and Rambai toilets. hehe the meehoon was awesome thou, credit to mami cafe haha and fateyn chocoholic

jazli remains low profile. pic: bob and fateyn chocoholic

and a lot of camwhoring!! snap snap

the camwhore princess! damn

me and ieqa. btw she wears pink today. woot2. she hardly does that.

siti payung wannabe. uwekk. ahaha


and of course the camwhore did not stop there.

it was the pink, payung and posing day. btw nice coop aint it teeheee

hehe that was actually the last session we had with our LDv lecturer madam Rock. we adore her. a lot. and the session was like, AWESOME! A great way to sorta "wrap up" this whole foundation course. of course theres exams to look forward to next week. yeah baby. next week.


we just realised how much we love each other. awwwwwww.we've been together for 1 and a half year--thats long,  and we're gonna for another 4 friggin blissful year..insyaAllah.


nothing can do us apart, lets just pray that we'll stay friends forever--till death do us apart.
(eeee kenapa touching2 ni?)


p/s: the same schu who camwhored like crazy is snuggling in her bed, again. of flu attack and migraine. haha.

p/s: photos courtesy of this guy

alep aka william goncanglembing. Thanks a hell dafty! ahaha

crush!teehee

today i had this dreadful Sociology presentation. I'm tryin hard not to swear here--but its really gettin me nerves. It was supposed to be these other dudes' work, but they screwed up sorta, and the lecturers unanimously decided that my group should do it. like damn.



here's my socio group btw, we call ourselves Lee and The Girls



generally i have nothing against presentation, i mean, i'm gonna be a teacher so talking is my job, but i aint a big fan either and when it comes to sociology...fcuk, i hate it!! like its dead boring and the lecturers love bombarding us (read: me) with lots and lots of question they know we can't answer.

then as i was halfway through my presentation i saw him. oh, him. haha that made me lose focus. just WHY did he hafta pass by my classroom now, now that i was fooling myself with a godd*** presentation?

he has the messy looks today--the way i like it. yesterday i saw him during assembly. he's mesmerizing to me. i simply love him. ohmigod.he's tall, and dark, and handsome. i mean he aint the Ashton Kutcher kinda cute, breakin hearts and faces, he's just macho..very macho. wow.

to me he's friggin gorgeous (my mates dont think so tho)

ok back to the presentation

so i was talking bout this culture change blah blah assimilation blah blah and what not,

he walked in front of my class

i saw him thru the door (its too hot to keep it shut, damn college)

the messy hair do...awwww

and as i was talking and my lecturer was sitting right in front of me

and the whole of TESL Cohort 3 was pretending to listen to me babbling

and i cudnt help but to giggle and smile and giggle again



showin my sets of teeth

and agnes stood next to me

and i nudged her
(like agy, u gotta help me out, i cant concentrate)

and she was like, wth?

and Sarah and Anisah saw that

and they giggled

and Sarah sort out announced to the class,

"Madam, she's flirting!"

Thank God Madam didnt hear. (Or did she?)

Hee, it feels like high school all over again.

Having crushes.

Stalking them

Daydreamin bout them

Hoping they feel the same way bout u too

Stealin their phone number from a friend

And neva eva telll them about it

At the end of the day they never knew u exist

Or maybe they did, and they say,

"Awwww, you sweet, adorable lil dumbass"

i dont want you to adore me

nor want you to ignore me

 p/s: Sarah's locked in the toilet by the way, i must've hidden her sufficiently--she's still missin ainnit? haha

Luahan Perasan Aku.huhu

muke ketat je. tension habis lah tu?

hello there. i'm actually very busy. but i'm tired. too tired of cracking my head for all those ridiculous assignment so here i am.

ee. malas la nak blog in English. Cakap melayu leh tak? asyik english je 24/7. 

in class english.

wat assignment english.

nak berbloggin pun kena english. bosan laa.

xpe2, jgn risau, xkan tercalarny so-called ke"TESL"an i. jgn risau. this time nak blogging in malay gak. 

xnak xnak xnak guna i da. mcm bajet datin je.

bajet2 mcm datin or supermodel naomi campbell: tngok la cre jalan. photos credit to PAPARAZZI ASLAM. candid gile.

nak guna ayat brader brader lak. haa bru sempoi sket ryte?

adoi penat gila la. menyampah betul dengan kerja yg sgt banyak ni.

mentang2 bru fresh dr cuti raya, sumer lecturers nak membebankan guwa (ceh konon brader habis la tu) dengan timbunan2 dan longgokkan2 homework yg sgt byk ala2 cm longgokkan rambutan kat pasar malam sg dua depan tesco extra tu.

kalau jual satu longgok rm2 alamatnye kaye raye laa aku dan kawan2 sekuliah n senasib dgn ku...

eeeee.

pastu kan nak menambah kemarahan dan api(tudia ayat) dlm aku...SUP (suruhanjaya unit peperiksaan) bley plak dgn baik hatinye memendekkan tempoh assignment kami.

adeke patut?

da la lecturer kasi lambat.

pastu the same lecturer tu..da taw kami byk keja, bermurah hati menambah longgokan keja kami dgn suh wat presentation segala.

sabar je laa ya schu.

huhu. paling teruk. lecturer tu doesnt seem to like me. satu kelas buat salah, nama

SYUHADA!!!!

yg diteriaknye. terkejut gile kot. kalau ak tgh makan da tercekik da. kalau pregnant da terberanak da.

ape laa dosa aku kat dia.

mcm ni laa lumrah jd students. x cukup dgn itu. ade lak laa basketball course la..ape la..da la amek weekend ktorg. huhu. ak pun ade keluarga gak. ade suami n anak2. (tampaq mau?)

sukati je amek. kacau org nak dating xley. p open house xley. saje je kan.

well. korg doakan la kebahagiaan aku dekat IPPPP ni k. 

salam. love u. muahhhhh. cis cm syial ayat.

Bila Rock Chick jadi Ratu Kebaya...Pujaan Malaya!

pujaan malaya

because a picture speaks a thousand words.

follow up stories in the next post.

i love you all. yes, YOU.

Menjelang Hari Raya: Balik Ipoh!~

assalamualaikum

bosan la pagi ni. serious bosan. roommate terchenta balik. ramai kawan-kawan lak xtaw tengah buat apa.maybe tengah pulun tidoq kot? haha pandai2 ja. kena backhand aku satgi kalau sampai mereka baca.

niat di hati engatkan nak keluar.nak jalan2, window shopping dekat queensbay. tapi sedihnya member xde plak. mane laa dorg ni semua pegi hah? xkan laa posa2 suma lembik kot? (dorg tgh pulun assignment semuanya, aku sorang ja yang liat.) besides, plan ke QB harus di abolish kan kerana dalam purse aku pon cume ada RM51.30...

apa bikin kat QB..duit pun x cukup. Nak p QB paling2 kena la ada seratus dua, baru kita leh try jeans2 yg best2 kat Forever 21, tengok baju2 sale kat Padini. Xpun hunt for kasut raya kat Voir... Quicksilver plak ada jual bikini baru. leh pakai p mandi2 laut kat Port Dickson masa balik raya nanti kan. (merepek). Pas penat shopping, bleh pekena yogurt kat JCo..alamak lupa lak. bulan posa. Kalau bajet banyak leh bukak posa kat Johnny's. Pastu leh layan wayang. Kawan aku Nafis (isy2, bulan posa u g tngok wayang yaa) cakap citer Grown Ups best. best la kot ada Adam Sandler.Rob Schneider..Chris Rock. MMG MANTAP laa

 (sengaja ak boldkan perkataan2 kat atas tu supaya ak engat apa ak nak beli nnt)

wah..tu dia angan2 aku. tapi bila aku menjeling ke arah purse aku yang aku beli kat Gerbang Malam di Ipoh itu...

maka plan aku terpaksa dibatalkan...emm. tidak. di postpone kan smpai kerajaan Malaysia kasi aku elaun next week...waaaa..pasang nawaitu jahat nak membazir.

so..akhirnya dalam kebosanan yang sangat melanda serta idea membuat assignment yang belum kunjung tiba, ak pun mengambil inisiatif sendiri untuk mengemas bilik atau kamar kesayangan aku yang telah aku diami selama 2 semester. hmmmm, nothing much to be done sbb kamar aku memang seadaanya kemas. (haha tunggu laa musim assignnment nak dekat due, korang tgok laa bilik ak camne. macam kapal pecah ala2 titanic. xpun macam tempat kucing nak beranak. loker plak..huhu korg pon leh sesat dalam tu. silap2 ada ular seekor dua)

maka itu je laa aktiviti aku, kemas bilik, basuh baju. hehe.kepada makcik2 yang tengah ralit baca blog saya sambil jahit kain langsir utk raya tu, amacam, layak tak saya jadik menantu makcik?

hmm. lagi satu yg x bestnye ialah fesbuk xleh bukak.almaklumla aku guna wifi free je. tunggu laa next sem baru Ummi subscribekan broadband.wifi blok waktu ofis hour. kalau x bleh la ak wat keja part time membuang masa membalas kumen2 kat situ. haha. xpun layan laa brader pelik2 yg tetiba pop up kat chat window sambil berkata, "hi"...haha xtaw nak kasi salam ka. malas nak melayan. layan lebih2 kang sampai ada lak kata "saya ni peminat awak"..huhu nak muntah darah aku baca. kalau ak kenal xpa laa jugak. ni sapa2 ntah. isy. bugger..
kalau aku lawa xpe laa jugak. 

so, finally, aku pun berada di sini, menaip menaip dan menaip lagi sambil melayan lagu2 butterfingers, muse and avenged sevenfold yang jelas berkumandang.

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hari ni da Ramadhan yang ke 17. Maksudnya lagi 12-13 hari jaa nak raya kan. Hehe. bia aku rephrase balik. Tinggal 12-13 je kita boleh menikmati bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak ni. rasa sedih pun ada sebab masa cm cepat sgt ja berlalu.Next Ramadhan belum tentu aku masih disini kan. 

Raya.

best sangatke? Zaman kanak2 dulu ak memang x sabar nak raya. Tapi tahun ni aku lagi laaa x sabar. Nak taw x kenapa?

korang taw x , masa aku kecik2 kan (sekarang pon sama laa) kalau Raya aku mesti balik kampung. Kadang2 kampung Ummi. Kadang2 kampung ayah. Tapi kampung Ummi aku dekat sgt dgn umah aku; dekat Ipoh gak. . Bila2 pon bleh balik. Kampung Ayah aku jauh. dekat negeri sembilan. yea..ak sekampung dengan blogger yang hot and femes yakni Fatin Liyana..hehe tapi dia orang Seremban. Kampung aku lak dekat border N9-Melaka smpai kdg2 aku pun konfius nak gtaw kat mana kampung aku. Tapi ayah aku suma cakap loghat noghori ja so aku pun assume kat N9. tapi kalau orang tanya aku lagik, kat mana, aku akan jawab kat lubok cina. iaitu sekampung dengan blogger yang lagi femes iaitu Zack Zukhairi...kampung beliau di kampung Masjid Tanah, Lubok Cina, Melaka..(blogger2 yg besh2 sume berasal dkt dgn tempat aku kan?heeee)

masa ak kecik2 aku x suka sangat balik negeri. sbb negeri jauh. aku suka balik kampung mak aku kat Ipoh je. best. ada ramai sepupu sepapat yang sebaya dan sewaktu dengannya dengan aku. Ada ain, liyana..dan maksu aku.

ain... :p note: sudah berpunya

ni maksu aku..walaupun pangkat maksu tapi dia tua sikit je dr kami..3 tahun..so kami mmg gang laa dlu. skrang pon sama. hehe
note: sapa2 nak ada anak sedara cam aku, try la!!

alamak....ak xde gambae cousin ak liyana laaaa..ape punya cousin kan aku ni.
xpe laa ak letak gambaq liyana jasmay sudahlaaa..walaupun  muka dorg lain, asalkan nama sama boleh la ek?

 kami kecik2 kira sangat sekepala laa. best taw bila balik kampung pastu kami akan sembang macam da lama sgt2 x jumpa biarpun masing2 dok ipoh jaa. hehe. sembang2 taw2 da pagi. hehe. nak2 malam Raya tem masing2 tengah excited kan esok nak Raya. kadang2 kalau lagi 3-4 hari nak raya kami da kumpul sesama kat umah Opah aku n malam2 camtu aku dengan adik sepupu aku Nadhira akan p dapur curi2 makan kuih raya yg Opah ak wat. heee. Pagi2 esok mula dia bising sbb ada banyak serbok2 kuih. hehe. nakal gila kami. 

tapi bila da besaq sikit da xbest da balik Raya. huhu

Cousin2 aku masing2 suma masok skola asrama. ada yang SBPI and SMKA. ak sorg ja yg dok skolah harian. Bila balik emsti depa tukaq2 cita pasai skola depa..huhu ak lak xdak modal nak cita apa. Depa akn cita pasai dak2 cute kat skola depa..macam2 cita keluaq..cita tem Prep laa..ape laa. ak sekadar mendengar saja. ak mana laa ada cita pasai dak skola ak sgt. Depa kan Cina semua. Mana laa cousin ak nak intereseted. 

Pastu bila kami besaq lagi, masing2 da ada handphone. ak je laa yg xda sbb Ummi nak ak konsentrate study. Lagipon ak dak skolah harian jaa nk wat pa laa hp. Bukan leh seludup bawak p skola cm cousins ak wat. Dorg bleh laa. Kalau ada org buli leh laa depa missed call mak depa. Ak sapa nak buli. Ak buli org ada laa. Lagipon depa ramai org nak mengurat. Ak lak tem skolah muka bapak innocent. Nak bcakap pun susah. Inikan plak nak mengurat.

huhu muka aku tem skola. korang gelak laa kuat2. kawan2 ak cm gengster je kat blakang tu. ak panggil depa blasah korang. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

ok back to business. bila cousin2 ak masing2 da ada hp mst mereka jugak ada bf. kalau xdak pon ada laa teman bermesej smpai ke 2, 3 pagi. so..kami mmg x byk bersembang cm dlu daa bla overnyte kat umah opah aku tem malam Raya..depa ralit layan msj dorg jaa. aku lak? well. ak x hot cam depa. n ak kan da kata, ak xdak hp. ak pas form 5 baru mak ak belikan hp taw x. huhu tu pun top up gna duit sndiri. haha adatlaa.

so..teramat laa bosan bla cousin ak xnak cakap dgn ak daa. ckap dgn hp jaaa smpai kematu tgn mereka. begitu gak masa pagi raya. mai umah org jari jemari lentik mereka masih ligat menekan. huhu ak plak kena layan makcik2. (ala2 gadis melayu terakhir gtu)...smbil melayani soklan mereka..

"belajar kat mana?"

"form brapa?"

"oh....skolah Cina. Emm, cuba cakap Cina sikit pakcik nak dengo(dengar: loghat perak) ".

 eeeee nyampah tol aku dengan permintaan camtu. bukan ak xnak cakap. tp cam bodo ak rsa taw x. cakap cina dengan org yg bukannya paham pa ak cakap. nak cakap cina ni bukan laa bleh paksa2. kalau ada org tegur ak dlm b.cina, leh gak ak jawab balik. baru kena. ini nak ckp sorg2. eee geram aku. geram.

lalu ak pon akan hanya wat muka malu2 kucing ja. senyum hehe gtu. dalam hati ak panas. cousin ak plak ralit tgok program ntah apa2 di pagi raya. alah. yg artis2 suma dok menyanyi lagu raya smbil kacau2 dodol yg dah berjam2 x masak2 gak tu. hampeh tol laa rancangan cm tu. da la dirakam beberapa bulan b4 posa lagi. ak respek tol pada artis2 ni sbb terrer blakon ala2 cam da raya padahal posa pon dak lagi. 

beraya dengan roommate aku. heeee. muka ak masih suci n innocent lagi tem ni. roommate ak pon sama

haha, tu kalau raya kat ipoh. kat negeri sembilan len plak citernye.sbb suasana beza. org pon beza. ummi ak pon berbeza. kalau kami raya nak noghori puan ummi saya Rossita Arshad yg ada fesbuk (try ar search) akan transform jadik garang kuasa 18 dr asal. huhuhu

next post ak cita. hampa tunggu naaaa.