i hope YOU read this

saya harap kamu baca ini. kerana saya begitu sedih, dan telah begitu lama blog saya tidak dihujani kesedihan.


oh what the fuck. its late at night and i cant goddamn sleep because of the stupid throbbing pain i have in my stomach and i'm babbling bout stuffs in malay? huh. what did i eat. fuck.


and why did i start cursing? lol. i aint a good curser. but i can curse. and i curse when i am down. when i am mad. when i wanna cry. when i want my mother. when i hate someone.


oh bitch, it seems like i aint losing sleep because of an ache in the stomach. its the pain in my heart.


to whomever it may concern,


i really hope u read this. tho i wasnt sure what i wancha to read. oh fuck.
i never curse this much.


stop foolin with me.


thats it. 4 words. thats all i want you to read. the main point, the motherfuckin thesis statement.


i'm a bitch, yea, an ugly, dark, fat, short and etc motherfuckin bitch.
i aint smart or rich or popular. i have issues. boobs issue. haha a little overboard there.


but then again i have dignity.


and i am not a fuckin toy u can fool with. something u think u can just smash  into pieces and use ur goddamn magic to just fix and mend.


i aint.


i have life, my life, and i move on. to u maybe i'm a motherfuckin bitch. but heck some people think otherwise.


now will you please stop pissing me, and go away?

i wont miss you the way u miss me----accordin to u.

 think i'm gonna fall for your goddamn lies?


think again.